Saturday, May 3, 2008

done with the semester!

Damn yo I'm done with my first yea of college, I can't believe it. Just the othre day I was a freshman in high school hating it and now I'm in college loving it. I definitely have learned A LOT in the past 8 months, I've learned that you can have a lot of people you know but you shouldn't call all of them friends, it's those people that stick by you always is who you call a true friend. I lost some friends this year but I gained some great ones in return. I also almost became an aunt but the girl had a miscarriage and I was actually really hyped to become an aunt but God knows why he does things. I'm going to DR in 2 weeks, I can't wait I really need that vacation and that getaway because I honestly get tired of being here, living here, having to live this hectic new yorker life but it's still fun sometimes. I spent two months not talking to someone really special in my life and somehow when I started talking to them things were the way they were before and that's not good because the reason I stopped talking to them was exactly that, the person wasn't changing. But it's whatever I'm not worrying about that anymore, it's their lost if they want to do anything about the situation. My moms moving again lol God I've never met a family that moves so much and me and my brothers really can't blame my parents for us moving so much because now that the three of us are independent we stay moving lol AND I JUST GOT MY FIRST APARTMENT :) i'm so happy I love it, it's my own space where I can do whatever I want whenever I want. It's good too because I like to be alone and a lot and do a lot of things alone, not to sound emo but some things are just better done when you do it yourself. I'm happy, although I rather have something else in my life then what the money tries to replace but like I said before God knows why he does things. I've been wanting to go to church but me moving and my mom moving and school finishing isn't really helping because I hardly have time for anything. I just heard about this ROCK THE BELLS concert on July 27th ft. A TRIBE CALLED QUEST, MOS DEF, METHOD MAN, REDMAN, GHOSTFACE KILLAH, RAKIM and more it's gonna be maaaaad crazy hip hop yo! if Lauryn Hill was there i think it would be the best concert in the world but she will be at a concert one day and I will be there! anyways I'm blabbing a lot, I just can't wait for this summer. When I come back from DR I'm hopefully going to start working at a summer camp and somewhere else, as well as doing mad fun stuff cuz I'm just going to relax this summer....chillax and enjoy my life with the people I love. K I talk way too much sometimes or type way too much sometimes lol God bless.
Currently listening to El Gran Combo "Se Me Fue"
Paz out!!!!

1 comment:

sb said...

WERD TO THAT! i love u sis!
ur amazing.
and u are one of the reasons why freshman year was the bomb. <3
SBP <> for life!
ALFHA FI NO!