Love is patient....
dique!!! I'm not patient and my name isn't love so I believe sometimes tome things aren't worth waiting for no matter how much you love it. See there's this guy and GODD I love him sooo much! I fell in love with him like around december and I told him as soon as it happened and you know i got the big rejection but I still love him...I've known him for 3 years and and I want to know him for the next 30 and 60 years too. I don't know how to explain my feelings for this guy but the thing is my name is Love and I am very patient with him because I do believe deep down inside that it will be worth it because I have faith. Faith in God, I know that God loves me and wants me to be happy. Also, I just basically lost someone special too me, they didn't die I just let them go so I can have some time and now they hate me. I also have faith that that will not stay that way for long. Lately I've been praying more and stuff, I'm really happy about that because not that I was a bad person before but I feel like I was happier when I was living by God's standards and going to church, I'm not all OD religious cuz I just don't think that's right but you know I believe and I can follow certain things and for me that's good enough for the big guy upstairs. I've been living in my new apartment for the past few days, I'm not gonna lie it's living alone without my roomate and my 1320 laidies being there but I'll get used to it and school's almost over and they gonna be sleeping over all the time anyways lol but yea life is good. I'm grateful for everything I have and I can't wait to go to DR... 25 MORE DAYS TIL I GO!!!! IM HYPED i really do need a vacation cuz right about now I should be writing a final paper that was due yesterday lol. k well God bless and Good night.
Currently listening to Yellowcard "Only One"
Paz!!
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