MIA to NYC

I'm back in New York. It isn't the same here. I don't feel the same here. I also realized that New York is a pretty ugly city lol atleast compared to Miami. I miss Miami. I miss Quaison. I miss Kathy. I miss the vibe Miami gave me. I'm back in the city that I thought I loved so much but I think it was just the people (my peoples) and the things I was doing. It just seems like now my peoples are all doing their own thing and I should to and the things that I'm doing will soon come to an end and I will have to begin to do new things such as a new school (grad school), a new job, a new lifestyle, etc.

Random thought

1. I woke up this morning thinking Quaison was next to me...
2. My motivation for school is lost somewhere. When I have mini vacations such as what I just had this past week I forget about everything in my life. So now I'm back and I need to get my motivation back because classes are over in a bout a month and this is the time to grind because I haven't really been grinding for the past two months.
3. I need to stop frontin on my Piano practicing.
4. Miami reminded me of DR so much, I miss DR.
5. I don't like money, it's evil.
6. The only thing I really feel good about it being back in my apartment, I love this space. My space, my big space all for me.
7. I realized I want to do a lot of things in the next year and alot of things in the upcoming years.
8. I cannot wait to graduate.
9. I miss seeing my friends all the time and having reckless parties, two thumbs down for growing up!
10. I hate Deta Airlines, I hope they go bankrupt.
11. Next couple of months is looking like this: Study for GRE, start grad school applications, apply for summer 2011 internship/study abroad programs, apply for graduation, apply for school of ed at my school, maintain my good gpa and don't fall off, take winter classes (whackkkk), and other stuff that I can't remember right now.

BTW Random thought. I think weekends are meant for a break but they are also meant to fuck with us OD because from Friday evening to Sunday night we're basically kinda chyllen and don't have so many responsibilities but come Monday morning to Friday afternoon we're od busy. Who made up this schedule like this? Whoever its, they're lame and not that smart. lol k I'm done.

p.s. I wish New York looked like this right now. Why doesn't it? It looks dead as opposed to beautiful fall. What happened to Autumn?