breathing.

I will be going to Miami in two days. '"Ms. Female Brook Yung" lol lol that's what sasha called me the other day. but yea i'm going cause I need it. this summer passed by way too fast and I forgot to take a second and look at MYSELF. I'm trying to do that now but school and life won't let me. So hopefully I will get that done in Florida. Have sometime by the beach by myself while kathy is in class or something. I love this world, and I just need her to give me time. "we all have different reasons for forgetting to breathe" -Andrea Gibson. I love Andrea, but yea word to her quote. But ima begin to remember to breathe in this life, this oxygen, these meanings. Something different is happening in my life right now and I don't know how to handle it, don't know if I can handle it. 4 years ago I would have killed to be in the situation I'm in now. But now it's just.......dunno the feeling. Dunno how to describe it. I am happy, maybe just sad that it took so many tears, and strength from me when it could have just happened a whie ago. Some things are worth sacrificing and changing your life for....hmm dunno. I'm off to Miami in two days. Take care of New York for me.

stay the way you are.