India:
India was magic. A magic i've never felt before. i had feeling i never knew existed. The kids were angels, they have gone through worse things then any person has gone through in their entire life and they are 5, 6, 7 and 8 years old. Now that is real. India is a beautiful country full of beautiful people. It made me feel very at home because when I got home it def wasn't what I expected. But I left India with a big smile on my face, a big change of heart, gaining lots of patience, and learning that I am a beautiful human being--as is everyone on this planet earth and i'm going to try my best to help everyone realize that.
Home:
Home has been what it was when I left. The feeling is a little more different but it has been love. I missed being in my home where I can be free from everything and everyone. I missed New York, I forgot how different and unique New York is from the rest of the world and I missed it dearly. I'm back, not enjoying the heat so much but enjoying the feeling new york used to give me.
Love:
hurt....but I will never lose love, nor faith, nor my positivity towards life. He broke my heart because I allowed him to, it's as easy as that. Now I know what to do next time. Now I know that I don't know everything. Now I know to be more aware and careful with who I open myself up to and who I love. I'm glad I still have all my brothers with me, I mean they knew me before they knew him so I'm sure things won't change. I hope he grows up and reaches his full potential and realizes that his beauty is dug beneath his ugly and his lies. I've learned that honesty is the most beautiful thing in this world, that's why most of us seem to see the world as on big dark ugly place because lies are flowing around. But the secret is, to let out your positive energy and one day you will get it back. karma, you get what you gave. I do love him, but I no longer associate myself with the kind of person he is.
Me:
I am still me. always will be. because I've got faith at my feet, hip hop in my heart, poetry all around, and love and I know that every day the universe will bless with good and bad things. But I will still be me. The queen I am. The person I am. The beauty I am. I am, always.
love.
stay up! :)
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