2008.....it still isn't over!!!!!! well it's officially DECEMBER, the best month of the year. I loveee december! it's my brothers birthday, my birthday, christmas, new years, the last month of the year. I just love everything about it. This december is going to special since i'm going to a few concerts and poetry shows, and everything else that's going on. For the fact that this has kinda been the worst year of my life I'm going to say and have FAITH that December will save it. This past week was so hard for me, It has it's great moments like a show I went to on Monday that has poetry, hip hop, and dance all in one night it was pretty amazing...then came Thursday, Thanksgiving day and I was cooking all day but it was a great night. We spent it at my brothers house and it was just good times, stayed chyllen at my moms Friday and came home yesterday..i'm back at my moms house right now cuz i'm OD sick...she says it's a stomache virus and I say it's a mean hangover lol but anyway last night was fun, spent it with my best friend in the whole world.
People tend to through the words I love you to anyone now in days, they tend to call people their best frineds so easily, they tend to trust just too fast. Life shouldn't be like that because I love you should only be sent when deeply meant, best friends are your soulmates and you can tell me you've got 15 soulmates, and trusting someone too fast just ain't cool. I'm saying all this because this best friend of mine that I chylled with last night is my soulmate, not in the kind of way that we are meant for eachother and we are going to marry eachother but in the kind of way that are souls unite, they collide perfectly. TRUST me, me and him have had our share of issues but our souls, trust, and love for eachother has helped us overcome it. He's the smartest guy I know and the sweetest when he wants to be lol but honestly where are all my other 'best friends' because I do have true ones like my twin-girlfriend and my sis(SBP) and a few others but where are the other ones who claim to be my soulmates?....well they are too busy into their boyfriends, they are changing, they are evolving to something that no longer collides with my soul which I can't trust at all. Yesterday a old BEST FRIEND of my hit me up on facebook, I didn't know what to think of it, last time he talked to me he crushed my soul in so many levels. I don't know but I'll see what he wants. It's funny how people tend to come in and out of your life....most don't stay forever but I can truly say that my truest best friend will be with my til the day I die because our ice-cream can never melt.
I just want to be free of anger, stress, non-love, hipocracy, ignorance, and so much more but it's all around me I've got to either deal with it or ignroe it and both those things are pretty hard. It's officially the first day of December, I already feel the happiness coming into my soul. Tomorrow is my brother's birthday and I'm going to a Q-tip and Cool Kids concert, the day after Ima see Digable Planets, Alchemist, and Ghostface. Holla! can't wait.
It's gonna be a good month, 2009 is gonna be a good year. I got FAITH permanetly stuck on me so I can never ever lose it or forget it.
Happy holidays this month for whatever you celebrate!!!!!
Stay soullllful!
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